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Cake day: July 8th, 2025

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  • My Tinnitus sprung up on one fateful night, when I was maybe 13 or so years old.

    Lots of fighting amidst the family that day made it hard to sleep. I tossed and turned for hours in my bed, combatting this slowly intensifying dread and restless legs (the dread would be best described as similar to the hollowness I felt after my first breakup: the type that you feel).Intermittently begged my parents for comfort, consistently ignored.

    Eventually, at ~2:30AM that school night, I was sitting in the floor of my bedroom, a mess of emotions, consumed in an ouroboros of anxiety, trying to calm myself with an I-Spy book.

    That’s when the ringing started.

    It’s been with me ever since.

    Fuckin’ weird how that happened, but yeah I wasn’t sleeping when I should have been when I succumbed to the curse.









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